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No More Mr. Nice Bitch

The Weaver — Wed, 01 Jan 2025 14:22:00 +0000

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Let’s get one thing straight—this episode is not for the delicate or docile. This is a full-on call-out to every sheep still sleepwalking through systems built by capitalists, clergy, and colonizers. I said what tf I said.

Before money existed, people bartered, helped one another, and shared out of necessity community and necessity. Then, ego slithered in, turned people greedy, and the scales tipped. To bring “fairness” back, money was born. Sounds fair in theory, until the greedy figured out how to rig that, too. Cue religion. Cue tithes. Cue the Romans taking what was once spiritual and making it financial. And finances, control people. That 10% didn’t come from the Divine. That came from the banks of Babylon.

Don’t get me started on religion. Christianity rolled up with colonial boots, stole the spiritual playbook from every culture with multiple gods, ripped it up, and rewrote the narrative with a control-complex messiah story that literally no one else on the globe buys into. Jews don’t recognize Jesus as the Messiah. Muslims see him as a prophet. No other religion thinks your Jesus is God. Let that settle in. Y’all out here pouring your soul into a man who died over 2k years ago and never claimed to be the One. There’s Bible verses where even he said don’t call me that shit just because y’all are that disconnected from your truth and need someone to tell you what it is. You’re so deep in this Roman remix you think anyone talking about astrology or crystals is casting curses, and worthy of being the main dish in a witch fry. Good ole’ murder-them-if-they-don’t-conform bullshit.

Oh, and about those stars? Yea, they’re not just twinkles in the sky—they’re coordinates, data points, portals. Ancient cultures used them to navigate oceans, plant crops, and understand their place in the cosmos. That wasn’t magic. That was science. And now y’all burning books and banning facts like any village idiot would do. Alexandria was torched twice, and libraries today are being gutted by the same ignorance. History repeats itself, but the students stay stupid., it seems.

And yes, the moon is a satellite. It’s a base. A watcher. A pit stop. It was there first. Earth developed around its instructions to. Think about that the next time you’re praying for God to step in when you won’t even Google a damn thing for yourself. Pun.

My past life regressions—yes, plural—showed me contracts, lives, and truths most of y’all still too scared to face. If I had let the Catholic church beat my inner knowing out of me, I wouldn’t be the powerhouse I am. I didn’t follow the drumbeat—I made my own damn song. My voice echoes in the stars. I remember who I am. Do you?

Let’s Touch on War Real Quick

Military folks think they’re protecting freedom. What they’re actually doing is perpetuating control. You’ve been sold a lie…again. Wars aren’t about justice. They’re about dominance. Innocent people die while rich folks stay cozy. And the soldiers? They come back broken, if they come back at all.

The Rapture, Noah’s Flood, & Clean Sweeps

The rapture? Metaphor. It’s code for an ET clean sweep. Take the best, torch the rest. Noah’s flood? Same thing. Dinosaur extinction? Same thing. It’s triage on a cosmic scale. Save the best, scrap the rest. Sounds cold, but any scientist will tell you: that’s how you avoid contaminating the experiment.

Crystals & Phones, Same Energy

And let’s talk crystals, since some of y’all act like they’re satanic accessories. Y’all forget Aaron’s breastplate had twelve stones for the twelve tribes? Miss me with the fake outrage. You love your phones—guess what’s in them? Quartz. And, what is Quartz? A compound of 2 elements. And, what are elements? Read a damn book with paper pages. You’re literally vibrating with the very energy you fear of the people you are distantly related to and things that are made of most of the same things you are, dunces.

Mars Wasn’t Wrecked by the Sun

Mars? Destroyed by war, not the sun. That radiation? Residue. Fallout. Earth sits between wrecked Mars and beautiful Venus for a reason. We’re the battleground, the bootcamp, the balance. Earth is the rehab center for souls that need to get their shit together before they move on to the next level. Venus is next or was first but we sure are third on Earth. Think about that.

Religion’s Misogyny and Divine Gender

And don’t get me started on religion’s misogyny since y’all got me going on religion itself when I asked you not to. The idea of a gendered God is laughable. God is both and neither. The Universe is balance. You think it cares about your Bible verses when you’re spewing hate from the pulpit and your hearts for its very own creations? If your God came down here and asked you why you murder people that don’t look like you after being taught in your commandments that it’s what thou should not do, what would you say, you fucksticks? Irky asf are y’all.

Heal or Be Left Behind

We’re broken, and when we’re broken, we break others. You can’t pour love into someone who’s leaking from every bloody or putrid orifice. All holes, small and gaping. Love can’t save you if you refuse to love yourself first. If you’re toxic, take a step back. Heal. Or get left. Flat out. Happiness doesn’t wait on misery and misery doesn’t know happiness.

Toxic Faith Syndrome & The Roman Curse

Now, shoutout to the Romans again for poisoning the damn planet with their silver mining and lead exposure—literally giving rise to what I now call toxic faith syndrome as a result. Y’all really built a religion from the toxins in your own environment. Beautiful irony. No wonder nuns make great horror villains.

As with everything I say, if you can’t sit with this level of truth without clutching your pearls or throwing Bible verses — go sit down somewhere. Because this is the raw humanity we all carry, whether you acknowledge it or not. If you’re mad yet enlightened, you’re right on time. Don’t just listen—act.

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Crystals and Gemstones: The Embodiment of Unique Healing Properties

The Weaver — Fri, 02 Feb 2024 13:09:00 +0000

Crystals and gemstones have become a fascinating and interesting subject for today’s different people of various walks. Whether these earthly gifts become a simple adornment or embellishment for one’s fashion week look or as the deeper center of attraction to healing aspects, they are the target of many other individuals’ skepticism, eyebrow-raising, and misrecognition of their use. While some wear them because of the entertaining and accessorizing effect they give to the wearer, others are focused on the fact that crystals and stones have astrological correspondences, chakra representations, color symbolism, and planetary influences. In fact, the more people that question the validity of the claim that they have natural healing properties, the more we see people utilizing and wearing them. As already stated, no matter the purpose of jazzing up a look or benefitting from their healing characteristics alike, there are numerous irrefutable positives to be enjoyed.

For many of us, the amulets carried or worn by different people – such as, the Catholic cross, rosary beads, pearl necklaces, unique healing jewelry, and many other ways to make vital use of these tiny specks of heavenly creation – have been familiar daily sightings in the streets, ultimately, causing more of us to take them for granted. This, in turn, has neutralized or lessened their respect and perceived value. However, what we actually are witness to in the presence of these energetically invaluable stones is beyond our meager imaginations. They are items that have been charmed, carried, worn, and passed down since time immemorial. De facto, both civilized and primitive individuals, cultures, and unique societies wear them for many occult reasons, including to drive away evil, heal, protect, to enhance spirituality, and, yes, to attract love.

The word amulet has the Latin origination of amoletum which means a defense medium or to avert evil. People use it because of the belief that it holds special powers to be used for protection against evil acts or entities like dark witches/witchcraft, ghosts, evil spirits, calamities, misfortune, illness, and other disasters/traumas. Also, amulets are believed to carry good fortune and luck that many people refer to them as talismans.

It is amazing to see that all the way from a primitive era in the distant past to the modern era with the varying cultures and sets of societies comprising it, humans still believe in the powers of amulets that specifically and supposedly derive their powers from connections made with religious associations including the occult, from rituals, and with more powerful natural forces. In those ancient days, you would find these amulets or talismans worn or carried, locked in an area desired to be endowed with the influence of their powers, and in religious ceremonies when the high priest wore a Choshen or breastplate, for example.

As mentioned, amulets come in various types and uses. But in the modern world, crystals and gemstones seem to have become more popular seeing the many collections and varieties of them in different sizes, shapes, types, colors, and variations. These crystals and gemstones have also gone into the hands of fashionable designers so they’ve been integrated into jewelry pieces like necklaces, pendants, bracelets, wands, and rings. Crystals and gemstones are also now found in zipper pulls, key chains, bag charms, key fobs, luxury cell phone cases, and in a lot of other gorgeously presented designs that have become not only a form of useful amulets, but fashionable representations as well. But a fact not to ignore, the magic of their healing properties still remains, giving many people this primary reason to wear them despite the nonbelievers in these beautiful, natural items’ efficacy. Remember, everything from Gaia is inherently pure and perfect in its own way.

Some of the most popular crystals and gemstones include amethyst, quartz of various colors, ruby, emerald, agate, tourmaline, opal, rose quartz, sodalite, goldstone, peridot jade, malachite, and, the most popular and commercially sought after of them all – the diamond. Each of these is an embodiment of protective, unique, and spiritual healing properties. There are many resources in the ethos that can provide details of each. With the characteristics that they possess, it is no wonder that the traditional penchant for people to wear these gorgeous and symbolic pieces will continue through to the next generations and further generations to come.

I know I rarely ever take off my amethyst, ruby (my birthstone), tiger’s eye, quartz, aventurine, selenite, and tourmaline. They come in different jewelry pieces (necklaces and bracelets) and pure uncut stones I carry in my pocket. Now, please know that some stones can amplify others like quartz does while some may counteract another, so it is important to know what properties the stones have so you know how to wear them, place them in your feng shui rituals, in your sacred spaces, or just in general. If stones are of interest to you, it is best to find a book or advisor to help you select the best stones for your activities and needs, and how to properly use and maiintenance them. Also, please keep in mind that crystals and stones are living things. They all hold natural power imbued by Mother Nature. Respect the stones and Gaia, above all! Do this and they will serve you powerfully and eternally as any living thing will do.

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A Deeper Healing: Understanding Akashic Records

The Weaver — Fri, 08 Dec 2023 18:31:00 +0000

There is and has been in recent decades a bit of a sensational stir about the Akashic records, as if it’s new. You’ll find that a lot of people are being drawn into Akashic records as a way for them to heal, but to also help one find their path. You’ll also find that a lot of people use the knowledge in order to feel safe and secure about their future. They additionally find that these practices are almost a remedy for anxious feelings that almost everyone has in some capacity in their lives.

When you take a look at your Akashic record you’ll be able to achieve a lot of your and your soul’s goals. People don’t want to wait to see what their future holds, but they are now more than eager to learn more and new things about themselves on a deeper level. The pandemic has changed people the world over in this way. I’d want to change too if I was stuck at home facing any and all internal ugliness for a year and a half.

Most people are unable to get in touch with their own Akashic record so they do end up having a reader come in and help them. They will help read the signs, but they will also help translate a lot of the information that is left unnoticed. You’ll want to keep in mind that the Akashic reader will help you to release negative energy and also it will help you to embrace positive energy. This will help you get rid of some of the obstacles that you have and obstacles that prohibit you from growing. This is a deep healing process among many other types of spiritual modalities. So, this will come with facing pain and truths about that pain. Kind of in the same way I help people by shattering their rose-colored glasses or their fake/false mirror people put up with a false image showing so they don’t have to look at themselves in the eye or at the internal ugliness and trauma. That said, this will not be something for everyone, and this is not a starting point, unless specifically prescribed by a shaman, special healer, or otherwise because it will take you places you may not be ready to go or fully understand at the amateur stage. The biggest understanding here is to know that this is not some book you sign out of your local library by a card in the back of it and the honor system. There are only certain people that can do this, and there needs to be a level of trust and security there when working with them because of the areas they can tap in to and even bring you to/through – a helping hand or saboteur, they can be. It is up to you to do your research on what this is and how to find the right individual to perform this ancient esoteric tradition, as with anything otherworldly and preternatural.

It all depends on the person and their esoteric knowledge, but you should be able to access all the information in a trance-like state, sometimes through your normal method of meditation but allowing yourself to go further beyond that comfort zone. You’ll be able to channel a lot of information at this subconscious level, and you’ll be able to get to the deep hidden truths, seen and unseen. These records will help you to understand the person you used to be, the person that you are growing into, and the person you need to be for your place here in this humanity. Explore every part of yourself in every way. Leave no stone unturned, opposite what we’ve been trained to do for too long.

*This is a deep process. Not everyone can handle this their first time out. I suggest wading in the deeper waters of mental and spiritual healing and wellness before jumping into the sea or what’s beyond this plane of existence.

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Grandiosity, Rage, and the Human Time Bomb

The Weaver — Thu, 29 Jun 2023 13:15:00 +0000

Stop pretending it’s cute

Let me be perfectly clear: grandiosity isn’t confidence. It’s a flare-up of ego dressed in delusion. When someone thinks the world revolves around them, every little setback becomes a national emergency. They don’t disagree, they declare war. They don’t lose, you robbed them. They don’t apologize, you’re the one who “overreacts.” That’s the energy of grandiosity, and it breeds one thing faster than anything else: anger. People who live in that space don’t handle stress, they erupt. They punch holes in conversations, tear apart reputations, and weaponize any slight into justification for verbal or physical assault. I’m not being dramatic. I’m being realistic. This isn’t personality quirks. This is a pattern that escalates if left unchecked, and it ruins lives: their own and everyone unlucky enough to be nearby.

Grandiosity and mental illness: sometimes they overlap

Yes, some psychiatric conditions include grandiose thinking as a feature. Narcissistic traits, certain personality disorders, and some psychotic conditions can look wildly similar on the surface. That doesn’t mean everyone who acts like a tyrant is “mentally ill,” and it also doesn’t mean we excuse violent, cruel, or abusive behavior because of a diagnosis. If someone’s brain wiring includes deep-seated grandiosity — especially when it’s genetic or hardened by years of denial. Standard “anger management” alone often won’t cut it. You need deeper intervention: honest therapy, consistent structure, and, sometimes, medication and long-term psychiatric care. But here’s another truth: whether clinical or not, if you combine grandiosity with unchecked rage, you’re one bad day away from doing something indefensible. That’s the track record. Slurs. Assaults. Emotional homicide. Real people get hurt. Real families get shattered. So stop normalizing it.

The remorse test — do they actually feel it?

One big dividing line: remorse. Normal people blow up sometimes and immediately feel shame and regret because they still have empathy and a conscience. Folks entrenched in grandiosity often don’t. If the apology is a performance, if remorse is missing or token, your odds of meaningful change are slim, and staying in that orbit will bankrupt your soul. If you ever find yourself thinking, “they’ll change,” check the remorse box. If it’s empty, don’t make an argument with fate. Remove yourself.

How this looks in the wild (so you can stop lying to yourself)

A spouse gets accused of cheating and flies off the handle like a judge, jury, and executioner. Result: more chaos, possibly physical escalation, definitely emotional damage.
A co-worker is given feedback and responds like it’s career termination. Public screaming, sabotaging the team, then acting like you created the toxicity.
A parent or partner uses insults and manipulation to “win” because vulnerability terrifies them.

If that’s your pattern, stop performing. If that’s someone in your life, do not confuse charm or contrition between explosions for real change.

Real options when grandiosity and rage show up

If you’re the one with the problem: own it. Get real help. Not an Instagram detox or a “self-help” reel. Actual work with a clinician or therapist of any kind who calls out your bullshit and sits with you in the hard corners. Medication when needed. Long-term therapy. Daily accountability. Structure. Boundaries you practice and respect. You will have to swallow your ego, and it will taste like failure at first. That’s the medicine. If you’re on the receiving end: protect yourself. Here’s an adult checklist:

Don’t provoke. Meet issues with cold clarity, not theatrics. Ask questions; demand facts.
Document. Keep receipts — texts, emails, witnesses. Your memory is not a ghost. Evidence is power.
Set limits. Say what you will and won’t accept, and stick to it. If they rage, remove yourself. If it’s physical or threatening, call the damn police and get legal counsel.
Decide: forgive or leave. If infidelity or betrayal is the issue you discovered, forgiveness isn’t a public debate. It’s a chosen path with conditions. If you forgive, you stop litigating it forever. If you don’t trust them, don’t stay pretending you do. Divorce and legal separation are not moral failures — they’re safety tools.
Include family and longtime friends. Most people feel obligated to accept and deal with toxicity from these people because of social beliefs and longevity should be held at a priceless value. Well, the obligation is to yourself first and the heavy cost of maintaining these relationships is your peace and sanity. But they can get the axe, too. Fuck anyone who disagrees. No one is exempt from acting like an adult and respecting your boundaries and relationship needs with those people. And, no one is above being divorced if they compromise your peace and sanity.

Forgiveness isn’t weakness. Repetition is.

If you stay after betrayal, it better be because you truly forgave. Not because you’re scared to be alone, or broke, or addicted to the drama. Forgiveness means you don’t reopen the wound every time life gets tense. You’ve moved past it — or you’re gone.

Prevention: build your character so rage can’t hijack it

We don’t live in some therapy utopia. We live in a messy world where people are broken. But you can still do better. If you want fewer explosions in your life, practice this:

Self-awareness: Name your triggers before they name you.
Pause training: Learn to wait five minutes before responding. The five-minute rule saves marriages, jobs, and reputations.
Accountability partners: Someone who tells you the truth and doesn’t let you gaslight them.
Anger tools: Not suppression — regulation. Breathing, grounding, timeout, and real talk after everyone’s cool.
Work the root: Therapy that digs past symptoms to why you lash out. Most people are just slapping bandages on bullet wounds.

If you’re riding the grandiosity train, know this: it ends badly

I’m not trying to humiliate you. I’m trying to save you. People who keep doubling down on their ego end up lonely, bankrupt, dead, or in prison. That’s the arc. It’s not dramatic prophecy. It’s pattern. If you can’t see it, get a mirror that’s not afraid to tell the truth.

Closing: love is fierce, not soft

Anger itself isn’t evil. Anger is data. It tells you what matters. The difference between a civilized human and a caveman is the ability to translate anger into repair, instead of destruction. If your anger doesn’t repair, it destroys. Destruction is not legacy, it’s obituary copy. Control your rage before it controls your life. If you can’t do it on your own, get help. If someone else can’t control theirs, protect yourself and your people. We don’t have infinite do-overs, nor do we have time to wait for people to reach their highest ‘potential’ believing they’ll change. Grow tf up. Get honest. Do the work.

The problem lies in dealing with it so that it does not get the best of you or hurt someone else. For example, if you are married and suspect that your spouse is having an affair, you might confront this person rather than accusing. You’ll find out the details before you blow up and cause a commotion. If the person is cheating, then you have two options. Either you forgive the person’s infidelity and move on with them, or you hire a damn good lawyer then find a more suitable, trusting replacement. Personally, I’d choose the latter since cheaters are liars and they are trying to get away with it, obvs. We want to give people the full benefit of doubt but as you have likely experienced with this season of humanity, people very rarely change for the better…until they put in their own work. If you forgive them this time, who’s to say they won’t be of the mind where they believe you’ll forgive them again…and again and again? Secondly, was this a person you vibrated in when you were vibrating low and they are just reflecting that low-quality person back to you from your low-quality time? All that said, therefore, these people are not trustworthy anymore. See the reasoning behind this? Of course, it’s going to hurt, but in the end, you will see that you made a good choice letting go of toxicity. If you decide to stay with the person, remember that you forgave them. So, don’t bring up the same failures when another problem arises separately from that failure. Failure is success flipped over, and if you review failure in a positive light, your problems will turn to the cooler side of the pillow as you move forward in wisdom. If you have a grandiose personality, you will need help, since the mountains are more difficult for you to climb. So, don’t be a failure; control your anger before it controls you and your life.

Want the blunt road map for change? Book time with me, pull your ego out of the passenger seat, and let’s build a life where your power doesn’t get used as an assault weapon. I will always tell you your truth, even when no one else will or don’t see it for you. There are some supports that will work to keep you exactly the way you are. Divorce them, too.

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